Trouble in Paradise

Well, what's a relationship without a little drama, right? Last night, The Troll (my dad's wife, who is part owner of the place my new girlfriend lives in) made my girlfriend cry by intentionally saying some very nasty and calculating things. She (my girlfriend, we will call "ML") called me crying and I gave her my full support and vowed revenge on The Troll. ML came over this morning and we made love again, and mutually used the "L" word for the first time. I called my dad to tell him that I was NOT going to come by today because I did not feel comfortable around The Troll. We talked about what happened last night, and what I found out from him was very disappointing. First, he is convinced that ML is an alcoholic. I sort of suspected it at first, but when I told ML that The Troll was calling her an alcoholic, she took offense and denied it. However, there could be some good evidence to the contrary. My dad says that ML drank almost all his alcohol and has had to hide it from her. Also, one day when I was there, ML had bought them both bottles of Jack Daniels out of the blue (an admission of guilt?). Secondly, I found out that ML is 13 years older than me, and 10 years older than she told me she was! When my dad told me that, I did not believe him, but just to check, he went and looked at her rental application where they had a copy of her driver's license, and there it was - born in 1960. That makes her 48 next month! Last, but not least, I foud out that she has come on to my dad 3 times in the past. And, the last time apparently was pretty bad according to my dad (he spared me the details). I'm in a state of shock and disappointment. I've tried calling my best friend (RM), but cannot get in touch with her. To top things off, it has been raining cats and dogs outside. Gotta have a little visual effect, I guess.

Uhhh...this chic is like an angel...or something?

Over the weekend, I ended up going out with one of my dad's roommates (I got her phone number the week before when I was over there). We went out to Chili's and she paid for everything because she knew I had not gotten my check yet. I told her she did not have to do that, but she insisted. She looked SO pretty when we met there. She is part Jamaican and part Chinese (gorgeous and dark skinned) and she was dressed in all white (yes, like and angel, lol). Anyway, we were both pretty nervous the first date, but it was still a lot of fun. We had some drinks and talked about life. I told her everything about my situation, and she was very understanding and said that she would be there for me if I needed her. I was amazed that she did not turn and start running towards her car! I told her I would do the same for her. I walked her to her car and she leaned towards me so I could kiss her on the cheek. It was splendid!

When I got home, I did not have ANY desire to do coke or anything associated with it. I was so happy just to know that someone (other than my best friend) was accepting me for me - especially someone with romantic interest. I thought that maybe the crave would come back, but it did not.

We went out again on the following day. We had lunch and went to the park near my place afterwards. She likes nature as much as I do, and we thought it would be a great idea for us to walk off lunch. Well, it turned out to be one of the most magical dates I have ever been on (and I've been on a LOT!!!). It was a beautiful day out and we walked and talked, then found a quiet place by the water, which surprisingly was totally vacant. We sat down near each other and she put her arm around me and I put my hand on hers. I felt an amazing connection at that moment! We got closer and were soon in each other's arms. It did not feel awkward at ALL. It felt totally natural - like it was just supposed to happen! Soon, some rude kids came running at us and purposely being really obnoxious. That's when we moved to another spot.

We went and just laid on the grass by the water. We held each other again, and soon after, I grabbed her and kissed her. We started making out passionately. Again, it felt totally natural, and OH MY GOD did that turn me on!! We were there for a few hours, until she spotted some rain clouds headed our way. We made it back to the car and made out some more, lol!

I saw her again this morning. I picked her up and we came back here (because we FINALLY had a private place to ourselves) and went nuts on each other! She is SO amazing and beautiful - I just can't believe this is happening (she can't either - we're both kind of freaked out at how comfortable we are knowing each other for such a short time)! She was actually very nervous about sex because she had not had it in years apparently (except with her vibrator). I was too, but we still managed to have great sex - enough for us to tire each other out! We got hungry again, then went out to eat, lol. We promised each other to make sure we both have orgasms next time:P

I still have NO cravings. I can't believe I'm saying this, but I think I'm in love! And, I don't fall in love that easily. Very strange, but good!