I'm pretty much out of commission with the bronchitis. I was feeling pretty shitty all last week and did not know why. Oh well, at least I'm not calling in sick to work. On top of this, I've been pretty damn depressed lately. I don't know anyone here, I've got no job & I can't even work out because I feel like crap. I was also reading this book that's supposed to make people feel better, "Think and Grow Rich", and yea - I'm pretty much feeling like a piece of shit now - thanks a lot. It's one of those books that calls everyone who is not rich a "loser". In fact, this idiot states that 98% of the population are losers. Ever see the movie "Little Miss Sunshine"? I'm pretty sure that Greg Kinnear's character was based upon the author of this book. Needless to say, I'm not reading that shit any more.
I'm also feeling guilty for not writing or playing any songs lately. Sometimes I just feel like going back to being a pot-head and just saying "fuck it all". It was nice to just kick back, smoke some herb & give a big one-finger salute to the world. I know myself though. I would not be happy with myself if I did that. Then again, when am I ever happy with myself?
The worst first date ever.
6 years ago
