It's got me good today

So today I've spent most of my time looking for dick and coke. Even though I should be in bed resting, I keep getting up and checking online. I did talk to Mr. X earlier and it looks like he is not going to be able to make it at the end of the month, which is probably a good thing. I just called in sick to work for tomorrow. I still feel like shit and these antibiotics are making me feel even worse. I know I'm gonna try tomorrow too though. Shit - I'm scared again.