I've been off the shit since my last post, with little cravings here and there, but nothing alarming. A few days after the last episode though, I got another call from Mr. X. He said that he was travelling and that he could hook me up with a freebie in a few days. Of course, I said yes. He can't stay, so this will actually be all mine. I'm considering doing it next time ML comes over, but I probably won't since she can pretty much read me like a book! I may just do it and watch some porn or something. Hmmm...speaking of porn...I'm gonna go now;)
I love cocaine and sex. There is only one feeling as powerful as that combination, and that is true love and sex (which I've lost several times by now). Ironically, I've lost the latter due to the former. Oh well, fuck it.