My first attempt since the move

Mr. X's offer to send me a package has been in my mind quite a bit. Yesterday, I actually called him to see if he was able to pick any up. I still don't think that I'd do it to the degree I did when I was in Chicago - in fact, like I mentioned before, I think I can control it to where it's just a once-in-a-while thing. I've never been through this before though, so I'm not 100% sure that my last sentence is true. I had to come home early from work yesterday (I think I have strep). I'm off today, so I have a lot of time to think. I woke up wishing I just had a little reefer, which lead to thoughts of the White Devil. I DO wish I had a little herb though - it's nice to have when you are sick, lol.